Yesterday morning I started spotting. It sorta wigged Doug and I out. We called the Dr and he told me to rest all day and that he wanted to see me in the morning. So we rested a bunch, but I was disappointed to miss church and small group.
I had some more blood drawn and am now just waiting out at the house for the results. I think my heart is hoping a bunch that the babies are ok. But my mind is battling my heart telling it that I should be hoping in God – an eager expectation to see how God will provide and do what is best, even if that means this is the start of the end of their little lives.
I’m super sleepy today. Just wish I could crawl back in bed and sleep until I wake up naturally! I’m not sure why I’ve been extra sleepy lately. How could I be tired after laying on the couch ALL day yesterday? Strange. But I keep finding myself going to bed too late and then having my sleep disrupted to do early morning PIO injections. It’s all messing with me!
I’ve been fighting a yeast infection. In my stupidity, I’ve just been trying to will it away…..but that’s not working out so well. I wasn’t sure what I could take, so I did get to talk to the Dr this morning and got something to help me. I’m hoping it brings quick relief.
So I’m supposed to be ‘taking it easy’. Really, I don’t do well with vague terms like that. I have vacuuming and mopping I need to do. I have a few load of laundry to do. Sheets need to be changed on both beds. I need to get going on our school day, then Audrey’s swim lessons….and sometime during the day, I should figure out lunch and dinner. If I do all that, I kinda think that doesn’t fit into the ‘taking it easy’ parameters!